Does "Alien Autopsy" ring a bell? Seriously, we don't feel that
most of the human race is ready to deal with someone who says "Hi there, I'm an ET".
We're not really fond of wallpaper by Goodyear.
And the memories of our original "fall" are still pretty raw. There is so much prejudice
and hatred against anyone who is different in any way. We hope to help improve tolerance
and understanding to a point where it would be safe for our relatives to land
by the year 2050 so we can go HOME. Even if you are not a Cousin, you could help us with that mission.
We're actually not sure exactly. We're sure that some of our lost Cousins
DO know--that's why we are searching for them. We have some ideas, at least about what
was our last stop before coming here, but that's another thing we won't put in open
forum YET
(we'd like to get some independent validation from more Cousins first).
We came from another place. We met
the earth people and asked them to help us (because we were a very
advanced race, many humans viewed us as gods). The earth people were
willing and good helpers.
They helped us for only the promise that we would take them to a paradise.
We then had a disastrous accident, our primary spaceship crashed,
stranding us on earth with help from our own people 10,000+ years away.
We mated with the earth people all during this time, so that now there is
a whole spectrum of genetic composition from almost pure ET thru all
percentages to pure human. Starman is ~95% ET, with only a handful of others.
But you (probably) are of mixed heritage of unknown % at present.
In your head, you carry two minds. Not only are the two minds in conflict
with each other, but one of the minds feels betrayed --
(you made us a promise of paradise, we kept our end of the bargain,
where is our paradise?) Then, the other mind feels guilt.
(we promised these good people many things, they were loyal helpers,
and we failed them)
Much more to this, of course, but depending
on each individuals %,
you are swept with conflicts in your mind: Guilt, shame, anguish, homesickness,
promise unfulfilled, anger, betrayal and more. These are not your burden to
bear, you have nothing to apologize for. Take these feelings to the garbage
can now, and throw them in it where they belong.
There are no demons in
anybody's mind. There is only a sad, sad, story
that began when a great
Starship began to crash to the ground eons ago.